Decision, decision...

It's been a while that I abandoned this blog of mine, but here I am again. This is probably will be a rambling of a designer with creativity block. Which direction this blog will take, I leave it up to my limited imagination, and my flying typing fingers!

Read somewhere that being an adult is being lonely. On a good day, sure, this doesn't make sense. But on 'one of those days' this makes perfect sense. Being lonely, paired with having to make decisions, to me, are what being an adult is all about.

At this point of time, I've decided to keep mum on the family front, I've decided to keep creating, I've decided to enjoy my time with my girls, I've decided to work on those 'winter thighs', I've decided to enjoy my time here where we are, I've decided to try and be more sociable, I've decided to try cutting down on smoking and eventually quit, I've decided on kezillions of other things....But! deciding and implementing are totally two different ballgame altogether. Example, on smoking, decided this morning to slow down leading to quitting, but right now, within the spand of half an hour, I've puffed 2, and there are 7 coffin nails in the ashtray. The last time I cleared the ashtray was 4 hours ago, I think. So there! Don't get me started on the thighs issue..The only exercise these thighs get is when I walk to the car.

Fickle minded person that I am, I'd probably change my mind thus my decisions by tomorrow or the latest, next week.